It has been a loooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnng, long time since I last posted on here. I honestly forgot that I even had a VOX until I stumbled upon it the other night. I read my past posts and asked myself: "What happened to writing on VOX?". Well, a lot has happened in my life that has distracted me from making updates. Let's see... Where should I start? Well, you're probably wondering about the picture right? Let me explain.
So, CJ and I are still together. It's been two rocky years, but we're still an item. During those two years, we've been through hell and back. We still have our off days, but doesn't everyone? There's just less drama (THANK GOD!!!). We now have a beautiful son named Jaeden Joseph Exavier Woodard. Say What??? Shut Yo' Mouth!!! Know... He was born September 25th, 2009 and he is now six months old. How did this happen you say? Well, you know how it is... the birds and the bees and all... and being a teenager... and letting hormones/emotions kick logic/reason to the side. Do I regret it? I do wish that I would've waited and made some smarter decisions, but what's done is done. I love Jaeden with all my heart and am happy with the decision that I made. He brings sooooooooooo much joy into my life, and to watch him learn and grow is one thing that you can't put a price on. Being a mother has certainly taught me a lot about myself, and it has given me an understanding of what it takes to really be mom. I will never again just think that my mom is some crazy, cranky lady that's out to ruin my life.... I mean... not saying that I did anyway *lol* It's truly a heartwarming and learning experience. I would have to honestly say that I am happy to be a mother. I wouldn't change it for the world :)
My mother and I weren't on speaking terms during the first half of my pregnancy, but we eventually talked things out. She doesn't really agree on some of the decisions that I have made or plan to make, but she gives her advice when needed, lends an ear when needed, and steps back to let me live my life as I deem necessary. We keep in touch often, adn I still look to here as my best friend. There isn't anything or anyone in the world that can replace that. I may not like what she has to say or what she does at times and she might not like what I say or do sometimes, but we understand each other and we are always there for each other when needed.
Now, what about me? There's really not that much to tell. I just turned twenty, and I don't really feel much older and I'm still the same. I did finish school. I got my GED and I plan on attending Wayne State University either this fall or next winter. I'm working on getting my driver's license sometimes soon. I already have a car. I just need the license. I am currently unemployed still :( But I have been looking around for one. I have a job lead with Chase Bank and I'm really hoping that I hear positive back. I spend my days as a stay at home mom and play mate to Jaeden.
Let me tell you more about Jaeden. He's the MOST adorable little boy EVER!!! And I'm not being bias either *lol* He just got his first two baby teeth, and he has already tested them out on CJ *lol* He is trying to walk and talk, and loves attention. He is getting bigger and bigger each day. It actually seems like each minute *lol* I'll be updating on him often (if i can find the time too) and posting lots of pics soon.
Well, that's about it. There's a lot more to say but Jaeden is in need of my attention at the moment. I will be keeping up with my VOX a little bit more so be on the look out for more posts!
Hope all is well?
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